Sometimes, life just rears up and bites a big hole. Your first reaction is…that HURTS!
Then, reality sets in.
And that part just stinks.
Recently, I was let go from a job that I truly loved, and poured my heart and soul into for almost two years. I pride myself on always making the best decisions, whether that be as a supervisor, manager, or employee. However, without going into too much detail, I was called out by a former employee for something that I did not do (and would not ever think of doing), and was brought into a muddled case of total confusion and, frankly…I was basically made a scapegoat, and informed that I was terminated.
My initial thoughts were, “Why, God? I didn’t do anything wrong!”
Then, the anger set in. I had to take a step back, take a deep breath, and dropped everything to pray.
I continue to pray every day about the situation. I pray for several things:
That my former employer will one day find out the truth, and since I was never given the chance to give my account on what happened, will think long and hard about resolving the issue for future employees;
That my track record with the company will show that I was a diligent, hardworking, and morally just person;
And that, above everything else, God will be glorified with the final, truthful, outcome.
And, if you noticed, I didn’t say that I wanted revenge for what happened. Plain and simple, I just want the truth.
For all of those who were involved.
Does it suck? You betcha. Could I try to get revenge? Probably.
And what good would that do me? And what kind of Christian witness would that show the world?
So, I still pray as I look for another role, always mindful of four important letters:
WWJD?
Very impactful…and thoughtful…letters indeed.